March 2, 2002
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Saturday.
When one is working, at least in a Mon-Fri job, the weekend is a joyous thing. Friday night, you can relax and cut loose, enjoy yourself. Blah blah blah. Today, I'm actually resenting that it's the weekend. I can't get away from my own current crappiness.
Sigh.
This unemployment has gotten really bad. Couldn't pay rent yesterday, though the landlord didn't mind giving us a week to find the money. My father in law is very displeased with me. My wife is going to explode and kill me soon. Things are very tense. And since it's Saturday, even though I'm motivated to go out and do something about it, I can't.
Dammit. I feel like a sack of shit. I'm going to go out on Monday and try and get this dealt with. I feel so trapped by everything that's going on. And all of my small victories are trampled to death by this giant inadequacy towering over everything.
Poop.
Oh well. Gotta go and figure out something to boost my mood a little, or I'll fritter away my whole evening with self-loathing.
Take care
-Justin-
Comments (2)
(((Justin))) Sorry life seems to be dumping on you at the moment. You're resourceful, and I know you'll work it out. HAng in there, okay?
BTW...the snow wasn't the only bad thing about Friday.
Best of luck with everything. It stinks being unemployed and stinks even more when no matter how hard you look you can't find anything. I spent the whole summer looking only to end up where I am now by luck. So you never know what'll happen..Again I wish you good luck in your endeavors
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